So will yall still love me if I return home sick? My companion and
one other elder here in the house got me sick and I am praying it lasts
no longer than a couple of days. I have been pushing myself to get out
and work harder, to exercise more, to be more bold, to do everything at a
faster speed and with more power. I remember Wilson use to always tell
me that when you get sick just sweat it out and that will make things
better. Well Wilson I am taking your council to heart. I am pushing it
to the limit. This week we had interviews with the President and it was
actually quite an odd experience. I personally didn't come out of my
interview feeling loved or uplifted or inspired at all. It was odd
especially at this age in the mission. Anyway after reflecting over that
20 minute exchange we had for the rest of the day and week I finally
figured it out thanks to the help of some divine guidance I believe.
President Baker knew what he was going to do with me. He planned to kick
my butt in there and make sure I didn't feel like I could just coast
the rest of the few weeks I have because he praised me for doing a good
job or anything. It was really rough at first, but whether I'm
interpreting this right or not, that is how I'm going to take it. I'm
grateful for the one piece of advice he said he could give me. He told
me all the council he had for me that day was to stay humble. That is
all he left me with on my last interview with the president. I guess all
I can do is take it to heart and make things happen. This last transfer
has been crazy because of a lack of desire I have seen in a lot of
missionaries here in my zone. There seems to be a sense of complacency
and unfortunately it has been huge in our zone leaders who need to lead
us along. I have struggled long and hard since the mission split trying
to help my companions continue to live a higher law and remember that
change is always going to happen whether we like it or not, so let's
like it and make it happen. Getting distracted isn't on the menu right
now, because of all the work that still needs to be done.
Other
than that big item we have had a good week. We have more and more
potential every day. We are looking into new areas and doing new things
to get the ball rolling. The Hispanic group in this ward need a lot of
work. Oh I met a guy this last week while on an exchange that had the
last name Burnham. Best part was that he was a big black guy! I knew we
were related as soon as I met him. ;) Well I hope all is well over there
in the west. Let Diane know she is in my prayers and I hope things go
well for her. Time is a tickin'.
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